Thursday, November 26, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving


I hope everyone had a wonderful turkey day.  So thankful for all the blessings in my life.....too many to list.  I have been spending time with the kids and laughing until my side hurts during their week off from school.  Shhhh....I took time off too but don't tell the office.  They seem to not have noticed my absence.  *wink*  Probably the biggest thing I am thankful for, aside from my and my family's health, our jobs and a roof over our head is my two kids.  Not sure what I ever did to deserve those two crazy, wonderful little souls but there is not one day that goes by that I do not thank God that he entrusted me with their care.

We had a quiet Thanksgiving today.  I spent the morning cooking while everyone was sleeping then went out for a 5k run.  I actually impressed myself with my time - yay me!  I showered and then we sat down to eat and then I cleaned up.  I mean seriously, that was the extent of it.  No. Big. Deal.  But it was sure yummy!  And boy oh boy do I miss my sister.  Reminder to self:  Need to spend more holidays with your sister.

This past Tuesday we took a little family trip and headed over to Grapevine to the Gaylord Texan to see Ice.  I have been wanting to attend this event every year for the longest time and we finally did it.  Forty-some people come here from China and sculpt the exhibit over approximately a months' time.  They keep it a chilly 9 degrees which the kids and I loved!  They provide a long parka for you to wear while there.  There are also 20-foot ice slides to slide on your rump down which is part of the reason for the long parka.  So much fun!  The kids and I had to slide down the slide.  And yes, I might be a grown-up but I refuse to grow up!  Winter is my favorite and I wasn't letting a chance like that slide by!  {No pun intended!}  We slid down several times, until the crowd followed us in, and then we finished the exhibit and headed to Cracker Barrel for some home cooking.  Click here to see the links to the photos of the exhibit.  You must check them out...they are wonderful.  And as usual, my battery died about 5 minutes after I pulled out my camera to take photos.  Man that sucked!  Oh well, there is always next year and I think it will become a tradition just as we used to go see the train exhibit every year at the Galleria before they moved it to NorthPark Center

I did venture out this year to Michaels.  That crazy store opens up at 5 p.m. and is open until 9 p.m.  I wasn't able to make it last year since I was recuperating (couldn't handle getting bumped and trampled last year) so I went this year looking for bargains but expecting not to buy much.  Of course, when I expect to buy nothing or something small I end up spending more money than I had anticipated.  I have been wanting an OTT light for a while now and picked up this little cutie (yes, it is pink after all) for $33 bucks.  It's true, nature light and I was able to get it 50% off plus an additional 25% off.  I can't wait to use it.  Their Cricut cartridges were also on sale and they were swooped up in no time flat.  I arrived there about 30 minutes before the store opened and there were probably 20 or so people in front of the building.  (Best Buy is right next door and I giggled when I saw two tents parked outside their front door.  Seriously, don't people know all that stuff is available online.  Online shopping means pajamas in the warmth and coziness of your own home and not the chilly temperatures and hard concrete for hours and hours before they open.  I guess I just don't understand.  Besides that, there isn't a restroom nearby and that is sort of a head-scratcher for me.)  After about 10 minutes in line people were starting to arrive.  By the time they opened the doors there had to be 75 people there waiting to get in.  The first person in line was a man and he was there to get Cricut cartridges for his wife.  Now that is one devoted husband!  It's so funny since I hadn't planned on going there to do anything but look I thought it a little weird when my heart was pounding and I was getting antsy as I was waiting for the doors to open, almost like I had something I had intended to buy and needed to get to it before anyone else did.  I guess no matter what, you sort of fall into that mentality without even thinking about it.  The nice thing though was that even though there were quite a few at Michaels it really wasn't awful shopping.  It was quite tolerable.  The checkout lines were a little slow waiting for the cartridges they had to obtain from the secure area but other than that it wasn't horrible.   

Tomorrow morning we will probably be heading over to Wally World to check out the Miley Cyrus/Max Azria line of clothing for Taryn.  Lucky me!  And she somehow thinks that it won't all be sold out by 6 a.m.  I think she is missing the point that their sale starts at 5 a.m. and there are t-shirts for $3.  Teenage minds!  But those teenagers do have learning curves and this is definitely one of them!  teehee!

And for the rest of the day the only shopping I will be doing is online at House of 3 for digi goodies 50% off.  That is the kind of shopping I like...no mean people, no lines, no traffic - just jammies, laptop, a comfy chair and my brand new Photoshop Elements 8!  The next three days belong to me and my muse.  Oh, and I will be sneaking

Happy Thanksgiving!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

seasonal change

I updated the blog with some of the goodies found at House of 3.  So many yummy things to create with....oh what a delight!  Eeeek!  Feeling that holiday spirit big time! 

Now I'd better get to creating myself....lots of fun little gifts on my Christmas gift-giving list to work on!  Happy Saturday!

Winter Song

Love this song by Sara Bareilles & Ingrid Michaelson.  The video is absolutely a.dor.a.ble and the song is beautiful.  Check it out....it is a must see.  (No video available to post as the embedding option was removed from YouTube..click above to hear it.)

Winter Song

Bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum

This is my winter song to you.
The storm is coming soon,
It rolls in from the sea

My voice; a beacon in the night.
My words will be your light,
To carry you to me.

Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love

They say that things just cannot grow
Beneath the winter snow,
Or so i have been told.

They say we're buried far,
Just like a distant star
I simply cannot hold.

Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?

This is my winter song.
December never felt so wrong,
Cause you're not where you belong;
Inside my arms.

Bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum

I still believe in summer days.
The seasons always change
And life will find a way.

I'll be your harvester of light
And send it out tonight
So we can start again.

Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?

This is my winter song.
December never felt so wrong,
Cause you're not where you belong;
Inside my arms.

This is my winter song to you.
The storm is coming soon
It rolls in from the sea.

My love a beacon in the night.
My words will be your light
To carry you to me.

Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Ahh....finally.

**oops...actually tomorrow is the 16th and the beginning of the holiday music, not today the 15th...getting a little ahead of myself.**

As of today, Sirius has started playing holiday music and that makes me oh so happy.  I am so giddy every year when I can start listening to the songs that made me so happy as a little girl.  There is definitely something about traditional Christmas music and how it takes you back.  Last year we didn't have a traditional channel for some silly reason or another.  (Geez...now that I think of it last year was just one really screwed up holiday season for us on more than one level.)  I think it was last year that Sirius took over XM and I think everything was all whacked out which meant we didn't have the Traditions channel to listen to but this year it looks like they've gotten their ducks in a row, or shall I say stockings all hung by the chimney with care, and I will be enjoying some of my favorites.

Sweet hubby and I spent part of the day together at the mall gathering our free $10 American Express gift cards, one for each of us (thank you very much The Club at Stonebriar Centre).  We did do a little shopping but didn't buy much, mostly looking and gathering ideas.  We also grabbed some lunch at Manchu Wok.  It was actually really good but I will ignore just how much sodium I actually ingested. We came back home to get the kids to do our annual ornament shopping trip, after a swing through the Starbucks drive-thru, where we all pick out one ornament a year - the ones the kids pick out will go with them when they leave the nest - and we were pleasantly surprised by the kids having done the yard work without being asked to.  I cannot tell you what a feeling that was to know that they took the initiative to take care of it without being asked.  (Yes, I did tell them we were taking care of the lawn after we returned from the mall but I never, ever said they had to do it alone.)  I was definitely reminded why I have the best kids ever........and my how I love those two little souls.  They just make. me. happy.!  Our little shopping excursion was fun but I have to say that we were really not all that impressed with the selection of ornaments this year.  I'm not sure if it is a result of the economy or what but the selection is so much smaller and sorry to be a 'Debbie Downer' but not very good either.  Where we saw the biggest difference this year was at Hallmark where the choices were limited with a much smaller selection.  That's not to say they didn't have some good ornaments, the selection just wasn't like I remembered it being in past years.  But that truly wasn't what mattered....what mattered was the time we spent together and how much fun we had and did we ever have fun!

I have to say, though, that this ornament is awesome.  I did pick this one up at the Hallmark ornament premiere back in July.  IT!



"I'll get you, my pretty!"

image found here


And this one......this is great.  I'm not sure why I didn't pick this one up as my ornament this year.  I really couldn't find one and settled on a German glass glittered miniature church found at Kohl's that was quite vintage looking.  I might have to go back and pick this one up...I love it.  Click on the link below the image and you can hear the sound bite that goes along with it.

"Next stop:  The Twilight Zone"
image found here

My sweet girl has requested we put the tree up sometime next week before Thanksgiving day so the plan is to do just that.  I'd say we're getting the itch.....only another week to go.  And Sirius will be here helping us make memories with the favorites playing in the background.

And the plan is to see this, this and this over the next few weeks.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

I had a dream.....

When I was a little girl I would daydream about the way I wished things would have been.  I often took off on my bike trying to make sense of how I was feeling as I was trying to make sense of the chaos.  So many things I didn't understand.  So many things I wanted to change.  So many things.....*sigh*

I had a dream.....


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I was a little girl alone in my little world who dreamed of a little home for me.
I played pretend between the trees, and fed my houseguests bark and leaves, and laughed in my pretty bed of green.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest swing.
I had a dream.

Long walks in the dark through woods grown behind the park, I asked God who I'm supposed to be.
The stars smiled down on me, God answered in silent reverie. I said a prayer and fell asleep.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest tree.
I had a dream.

Now I'm old and feeling grey. I don't know what's left to say about this life I'm willing to leave.
I lived it full and I lived it well, there's many tales I've lived to tell. I'm ready now, I'm ready now, I'm ready now to fly from the highest wing.

I had a dream

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

time is fleeting

I looked at the calendar this morning and realized it is already the 11th of November.  I'm trying to wrap my head around the fact that there are only 19 more days left in this month before December hits in a really big way.  The holiday decorations, seasonal crafty items and trees have been up since before Memorial Day at Hobby Lobby, Hallmark had their annual ornament preview in July, many stores have been in the Christmas spirit for months now and I am slowly seeing holiday decor go up in various other places as well.  In fact, Eric and I were out on a 10-mile ride this morning and we came across a subdivision entrance which was already sporting it's holiday atire for all to see.  I'm still a little torn on how I feel about all that since Christmas happens to be my most favorite time of the year and while we actually had our tree up the second weekend in November last year (very good thing, too, with all that happened otherwise there would not have been much Christmas cheer around here) this year we will go back to our old tradition of putting it up on Thanksgiving.  I've been spending more time crafting and enjoying my so-called studio, otherwise known as the 4th bedroom, guest bedroom and art room interchangeably which has made me undoubtedly happier recently. 

This evening I said "have a good trip" to a darling friend who is going on a wonderful nearly month-long trip to see family.  I'm sad to see her go for so long because we have met on a weekly basis for quite a long while now and I will miss her sweet smile, extra large heart and beautiful spirit  as well as our weekly outings and eye candy sessions but I know that trips like these don't happen often and with family so far away it's important to be able to get back to your roots and go home when you can, especially when you have little ones.  My dear friend, have a wonderful and safe trip.  I will miss you while you are away.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

31st

Alfred Hitchcock's 1960 thriller Psycho ~ I never tire of this movie.  It is at the top of my all time favorites list and it's definitely an oldie but goody.  (And I love the oldies!)  Let's not forget what a genius Hitchcock was as The Master of Suspense.


It is the night of haunting and the kids will be heading out to trick-or-treat with friends they have been celebrating this holiday with for years.  It's a tradition!  We were well prepared with Taryn's costume this year and she is, at this moment, placing her fake black fingernails on her fingertips.  She is going to make the most beautiful princess!

We have continued with our "family tradition" of seeing the Saw movies and we went this past Monday night to see Saw VI.  It was a cold, windy and rainy night ~ the perfect night for a movie of this nature but my oldest decided not to join the family this year.  His reasoning ~ those movies creep him out.  He does get creeped out easily, needing every light on in the house when he is home alone at night because he hears every bump in the night and the ending of Saw V must have been the last nail in that coffin, so to speak!  Even my youngest was watching my son as the last scene unfolded and after having her share his reaction to it with me I completely understood.

I've come across a very fun website where lots of creative goodness abounds.  Check out The Graphics Fairy.  There are lots of yummy vintage images free for the taking and also many fun ideas. 

Tonight the husband and I are heading out to dinner at Sauce on the Square (I ♥ this place) and probably a movie.  I know, lame evening out but we're not really into the whole "dressing up" thing and I really want to see This Is It.  I am hoping it is the perfect night to head to the theater because I am guessing most everyone else will either be at a Halloween party, out trick-or-treating with their goblins or handing out candy. 

And just because I feel like I need to share a photo of our resident pumpkin, Rip (as in Rip saw because of his teeth), I leave you with this:

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Mercy

In my humble opinion I feel this show is a sleeper....I fell in love with Mercy immediately.  Although Veronica is a Veteran and while I am not obviously there are many other things I can completely relate to and I can't wait from one episode to the next.  Veronica says a lot of things I am thinking or feeling and puts them into words and I love that about her character.

In episode 5 this song plays at the end of the episode and I love it.


When you have no one
No one can hurt you
When you have no one
No one can hurt you

In the corner there is light
That is good for you
And behind you, I have warned you
There are awful things

Will you miss me when I burn
And will you eye me with a longing?
It is longing that I feel
To be missed or to be real

When you have no one
No one can hurt you
When you have no one
No one can hurt you

Will you miss me when I burn
And will you close the others' eyes
It would be such a favor
If you would blind them

There is absence, there is lack
There are wolves here abound
You will miss me
When I turn around

When you have no one
No one can hurt you
When you have no one
No one can hurt you

The most poignant words to me are "when you have no one, no one can hurt you".

There are currently a lot of unsettled things in my life and while I am working very hard to get through each day I am finding that I am lacking what I feel is most important.  I am exhausted and tired and my children and I just would like to live our lives in peace.  The thing that most boggles my mind is how one person can be so oblivious to the facts slapping them in the face.  And why won't he just go away?  Why is he bothering the kids?  Is it fun to him?  Is it a game?  Does he ever stop to think about what he has done to the kids and that what he tried to achieve was only about me and not about the kids?  It's always been about me.  It has never, ever been about the kids becuase if it was he would not have voluntarily terminated his rights.  No one in their right mind does that.  If you are a real man and you truly love your kids you do whatever it takes, work whatever jobs and pay whatever child support you have to so that the kids are taken care of.  You don't e-mail them and tell them you only want to be sure they have everything they need and want and hope that they are having a good life.  (This is among the other crap that he is saying which is all lies.  Every last bit of it.  Why does he harp on "the truth" and claim I don't want the kids to see him because he will tell them "the truth"?  WTF?  They are living the truth.)  It should have always been about the kids.  Always.  For me it is always about the kids.   Unfortunately some people aren't worthy of the air they breathe or of the space they consume.  What a miserable life that man must lead.